Thursday, July 19, 2018


I'm just not sure how inspired I am, lately.

1. I don't have the time to write like I used too. And yet its a happy feeling to be able to write.

2. I feel I'm stuck with my Milo & Ellie story.

3. How can I get two characters to like each other?

4. It's a story of 3 housemates living in New York City. The T-Drama BEFRIEND has been inspiring. Of course, Ellie isn't nearly as materialistic nor quirky like the girl in the drama. But I love the urban feel of the story. Most of all I love lost orphan boy "Sonny" the most who's never had much. I can definitely see Kim Woo Bin in the rich boy part (if this was ever a K-drama cast).

5. Yes, a part of me wants to start an entirely different new story. Perhaps an American version of BEFRIEND.

You can find BEFRIEND on Drama Fever.

Saturday, July 14, 2018


I can't tell you how happy I was to finally have Yoplait's Oui for breakfast...until I had to get that foil lid off. It took forever, and as much effort I took in trying to get the foil off..I'm not sure the yogurt was worth the effort. The yogurt is OK, And now everyone is upcycling those jars.

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

as if

If only I had more energy...

Life is getting complicated. Especially, at work. I feel a certain sorrow these days. A co-worker got sick at work and is in the hospital. My supervisor went to see her. She isn't doing very good.

I am such a terrible person. All I can think of is myself. I messed up a little at work. I guess we are all stressed. I did fix the issue yesterday. Still, they want me to take more hours, but its hours I don't want to work. Its so hard to figure out if its my selfishness or my actual body telling me, not to do so much.

I do have some physical issues. That's why I like part-time. I feel I can balance my day, because I do need to exercise, especially being a diabetic and for circulation, too. Still, my supervisor doesn't seem to understand this.

Also, it seems everyone wants to push my limits. Like, if I show them something I've made, then they want me to teach a craft and I am not interested in teaching something, I barely know myself.

Monday, July 9, 2018

Weekend woes

I hate feeling guilt tripped. I feel bad for what happened to someone at work, but still.... I have a life too. And sometimes, I need that time to get things done in my own life. So, I had the day after the 4th scheduled to take off. Then a few minutes before I'm supposed to leave I am told, oh you can do more hours.

But I have things to do today that I couldn't yesterday, because of the holiday. Also, we work in the hottest place, too. Nobody seems to want to get the AC fixed. After all, last night kept me up with so many fireworks. They took a breather around 10 when a storm rolled in, but that didn't keep them from setting off fireworks until the wee hours of the morning.

Oh, lets read a book and put everything at ease and stop worrying. Well, I'm sure that's what Jong would tell me if he was here.

Saturday, July 7, 2018

those were the days

Thinking of warm moments when I wanted to just stay cozy in bed. Now, it's so hot. And not in a good way. Trying to figure out that video by Clean Bandit - "SOLO". Hmmm..very interesting.

Thursday, July 5, 2018

a lot to think about

Oh, I've been thinking of writing letters, but I wonder if they get annoyed with me. I mean, it's not like I get a lot of snail mail.

 Honestly, everything is getting so expensive. I dunno about our economy with the President who thrives in getting everyone riled up. Sorry, I slipped that in. I really don't like to dwell on politics. Especially, when either side can't think of a resolution. All the while we are on to start a revolution of some kind.

Yes, staying in the pink is never easy.

Sunday, July 1, 2018

Summer is here

Oh, and the storms come with it. Let's hope our country won't be in such emotional turmoil, as it was in June. But I'm not counting on it. Have a safe 4th!

Saturday, June 30, 2018

what plan?

Drinking lime juice with vodka. Its right up there with apple cider vinegar with even more of a kick. Guess, that's why I find it hard to have a plan.

While I'm busy using my ingenuity, I'm probably missing an opportunity somewhere.